slightly left of center thoughts

i’ve never felt this faint in my whole life…not even when i was going to deliver my speech in comm3, nor when i was to undergo the final rights of up bugkos, and not even when i was to do my make-or-break demo…just one text message..and all the strength i’ve been reserving in body for the whole week is gone..yes i am a walking time bomb, lately. and i’m praying, praying really really hard that these hell weeks will be over. i never realized that my strength is just, afterall, a veneer covering the real weakness within me…one blow and all the composure i’ve mustered blew to splinters…can i still take another one? maybe.i dont know.maybe not anymore.

~ by frozenmocha on January 24, 2006.